{"id":13778,"date":"2003-01-01T09:29:23","date_gmt":"2003-01-01T08:29:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/letrat.eu\/?p=13778"},"modified":"2025-04-30T08:06:15","modified_gmt":"2025-04-30T07:06:15","slug":"shock-kulturor-poemth-2003","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/letrat.eu\/?p=13778","title":{"rendered":"“Shock” Kulturor (Poemth, 2003)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>“Shock” Kulturor<\/strong>
\nS. Guraziu, 2003<\/em><\/p>\n

(ose k\u00ebnga e lot\u00ebve t\u00eb paduksh\u00ebm – pulsim antipoetik)<\/em><\/p>\n

001<\/span> Mes syrit e lotit t\u00eb flet di\u00e7 p\u00ebrjvajsh\u00ebm
\nt\u00eb rr\u00ebmben di\u00e7ka… t\u00eb th\u00ebrret p\u00ebrmallsh\u00ebm
\nkujtimet, dashurin\u00eb… ninulat t’i nanuris\u00eb
\nn’dhimbje a pa t\u00eb, qelizat n\u2019grev\u00eb t\u00eb uris\u00eb*
\nmes vajit e dhimbjes t’lidh\u00eb di\u00e7 n\u00eb fyt
\nshpresimin, besimin pa m\u00ebshir\u00eb t’i mbyt\u00eb
\nmes mishit e ashtit nj\u00eb krimb nga hi\u00e7gj\u00eb
\nl\u00ebvron indin e gjall\u00eb, t\u00eb shuan di\u00e7ka…
\nt’i g\u00ebrvisht g\u00ebzimet, \u00ebndrrat e f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb
\n010<\/span> mes zemr\u00ebs e gjakut, n’tallaze a prajsh\u00ebm
\ngjarp\u00ebr gjithkah, mes shput\u00ebs a thembr\u00ebs
\nt’i helmatis\u00eb pa ndal\u00eb rruazat e bardha
\nta ngjyros\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00ebn – plot njolla e lara…
\nasgj\u00eb s’mund ta parandaloj\u00eb trishtimin
\nheshtas a me z\u00eb, fjal\u00ebt e humbin kuptimin
\nmes nervit e mendjes, lehtas a furish\u00ebm
\nngat\u00ebrrohen thimthat e kuq, t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm
\ndhe ti… o i humbur, bindu, fute n\u00eb kok\u00eb
\ns’ka serum serpentum, \u00ebsht\u00eb e kot\u00eb
\n020<\/span> t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin kan\u00eb pir\u00eb d\u00ebshtak\u00ebt e shekullit,
\nmund t’i njoh\u00ebsh mes rafteve t\u00eb hekurit
\ntani p\u00ebr nj\u00eb varr t\u00eb ri, t’i shesin epitafet
\np\u00ebr nj\u00eb guask\u00eb t\u00eb art\u00eb i th\u00ebrrasin pirat\u00ebt
\nt’i p\u00ebrmbysin varkat, t’i shqyejn\u00eb rrjetat
\nvet\u00eb Apollonit mund t’ia thyejn\u00eb shigjetat
\ndhe t’i groposin fund-detrave t\u00eb ngrysur
\np\u00ebrs\u00ebri mund ta vajtojn\u00eb lulen e vyshkur
\nfatin e Dul\u00e7inave, n\u00eb kullat buz\u00eb Jonit
\ngjembat e Burrelit, bunker\u00ebt e betonit
\n030<\/span> i sheh bulevardeve, n\u00eb reklama statike
\nfeksje e laryshi super-demokratike
\nmaska t\u00eb smaragda, s’e tradhtojn\u00eb sojin
\nrrug\u00ebt nuk i ndotin, livadhet as p\u00ebrroin
\nn\u00eb sht\u00ebpit\u00eb publike kan\u00eb ngjyr\u00ebn-neon
\nedhe pse t\u00eb zhveshur, s\u2019jan\u00eb kameleon\u00eb*
\ndo t’predikojn\u00eb p\u00ebr vesh\u00ebt e k\u00eblysh\u00ebve
\nt\u00eb baballar\u00ebve, gjysh\u00ebrve, st\u00ebrgjysh\u00ebrve
\naty ku je m\u00eb s\u00eb af\u00ebrmi me tok\u00ebn, me hijen
\naty ku Akili i gjor\u00eb e pati varrosur dhimbjen
\n040<\/span> nga fundi i dheut, p\u00ebrfundi k\u00ebmb\u00ebve tua
\nnisen p\u00ebr n\u00eb pik\u00ebtakim legjione t\u00eb huaja
\nsi urith\u00eb t\u00eb hekurt e matin gravitacionin
\nepiqendr\u00ebn, trajektoren, destinacionin
\nthon\u00eb, nj\u00ebjt\u00eb e pat\u00ebn p\u00ebrshkuar La Manshin
\np\u00ebrfundi vet\u00eb detit, at\u00eb tunelin e famsh\u00ebm
\ndo t\u00eb t\u00eb ngrehin zhagazi katakombeve
\nn\u00ebp\u00ebr jazbinat, tehut t\u00eb fundbot\u00ebve
\nme miliona skrraj\u00ebza e forma t\u00eb mishta
\ni japin l\u00ebkur\u00ebs t\u00ebnde nuancat e trishta
\n050<\/span> duhet t’jesh i gatsh\u00ebm deri n\u00eb detaje
\nsyt\u00eb nuk do i kesh n\u00eb takimet finale
\naty ku drita d\u00ebshton ta ket\u00eb pushtetin
\nnuk u dashkan syt\u00eb as p\u00ebr vet\u00eb mbretin
\nkurse posht\u00eb… aty ku mbetesh i tretur
\nnuk qenka vdekje t\u00eb trazosh t\u00eb vdekur
\ntragjike qenka me ta gjall\u00eb t\u00eb ngelesh
\nt\u00eb lidhin me fjal\u00eb, me lloj-lloj mjetesh
\ndhe prej qelizave t\u00eb vjedhin, pik\u00eb-pik\u00eb
\nl\u00ebngun p\u00ebr vet\u00ebvrasje, l\u00ebngun anestetik
\n060<\/span> eutanazi pa n\u00ebnshkrime, pa testamente
\nnd\u00ebr ta ka dhe mjek\u00eb, me dokumente
\nnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb mos e thuaj, edhe t’i injorosh
\nt\u00eb hesht\u00ebsh, t’i p\u00ebshtysh, s’do t\u00eb fitosh
\nt\u00eb bindin se iu dhimbsen vet\u00ebm \u00ebndrrat
\nprandaj ata nuk kan\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr z\u00ebrat
\nq\u00ebndro stoikisht gjersa t’jesh rilindur
\napo dor\u00ebzohu, thuaj se tash je bindur
\nb\u00ebrtit se e pranon manifestin e n\u00ebntok\u00ebs
\ndhuroju bot\u00ebrisht sekretet e Penelop\u00ebs
\n070<\/span> dhe do t’kesh shans, gati si kryedjalli
\nta puth\u00ebsh veten n’sarkofagun prej ari.<\/p>\n

***
\nMes trurit e unaz\u00ebqaf\u00ebs, p\u00ebrngjizur…
\nantitruptha t\u00eb rrem\u00eb, imunologji e fikur
\nelement\u00eb t\u00eb huaj, viruse, kuaj trojan\u00eb
\ntradhtar\u00eb, paralitik\u00eb t’gjakut, mjeran\u00eb
\nsabotojn\u00eb rrjetin, proceset, itinerarin
\ne ndotin qenien, japin, nuk marrin
\n080<\/span> vet\u00ebm t\u00eb liga, rrena, doza mashtrimesh
\nshpifje, spekulime, fatura premtimesh
\nsillesh n\u00eb pellg, zhytesh n’r\u00ebr\u00ebn e gjall\u00eb
\ndhe ndjen n\u00eb zem\u00ebr drith\u00ebrim\u00ebn e val\u00eb
\nklith, provon, i zgjat\u00eb duart, gjymtyr\u00ebt
\nklithmat shteren, fyti, goja t\u00eb mbyllet
\ndashas e padashas, l\u00ebmohet \u00e7do pore
\nl\u00ebkur\u00ebs gjak\u00ebthith\u00ebse, skraja ranore
\ngisht\u00ebrinjt\u00eb gjurmojn\u00eb vrimat e lemeris\u00eb
\nsi Krishtit… jobesimtar\u00ebt pas tradhtis\u00eb
\n090<\/span> beftime, vagullti para sysh fillojn\u00eb loj\u00ebn
\niu sheh syt\u00eb e shuar, iu sheh dhe goj\u00ebn
\npas tyre sheh simetrin\u00eb e qytetit, yjet
\ncenturion\u00ebt tek pshurrin tin\u00ebz n\u00eb nyjat
\ndhe vesh\u00ebt, k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e st\u00ebrholla t\u00eb Dalit
\nt\u00eb elefant\u00ebve byth\u00ebtrash\u00eb t\u00eb kryedjallit
\nn\u00eb dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt e palc\u00ebn, plomba akulture
\naty-k\u00ebtu ndonj\u00eb biser, relikt diktature
\nfekale bakteresh kujtojn\u00eb pangop\u00ebsin\u00eb
\nkariesi radioaktiv e shkreton gjeografin\u00eb
\n100<\/span> n\u00eb zdralin, jarg\u00ebt, ngadal\u00eb a ngutsh\u00ebm
\nme buj\u00eb a pa t\u00eb, pa z\u00eb ose zhurmsh\u00ebm
\nneuronet e thithin njelm\u00ebsin\u00eb, \u00ebmb\u00eblsisht
\npastaj n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimet vdesin tragjikisht
\nfrym\u00ebzuar nga fjalimet, klithjet skrrajore
\nmes rim\u00ebs e vargut, k\u00ebng\u00ebzat mortore
\ne hidh\u00ebsojn\u00eb poetik\u00ebn, nj\u00eblloj dhe gjuh\u00ebn
\ne prishin, rr\u00ebzojn\u00eb, paralizojn\u00eb struktur\u00ebn
\nplandosje p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjati n\u00eb sarkazma tipike
\nkujton t’kesh r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb grop\u00eb septike
\n110<\/span> rrethuar me gjall\u00ebrin\u00eb, gjallesa me bisht
\ngjilp\u00ebra t\u00eb f\u00eblliqura p\u00ebr gjakun n\u00eb gisht
\nti e nuhat er\u00ebn e gjakut, qeset plastike
\nrezerva t’zorit p\u00ebr institucionet anemike
\nbeson marr\u00ebzisht, d\u00ebgjon z\u00ebra t\u00eb larg\u00ebt
\nn\u00eb detin sk\u00ebterr\u00eb t\u00eb katandisin dallg\u00ebt
\nz\u00ebrat p\u00ebrhumben p\u00ebrtej brigjeve idilike
\nmonolog\u00eb t\u00eb krisurish, maskash mimike
\nduolog\u00eb demagog\u00ebsh, tallje, p\u00ebrbuzje
\ntriolog\u00eb diletant\u00ebsh, servilizma, p\u00ebrulje
\n120<\/span> maratona t\u00eb krisurish n\u00eb kutit\u00eb magjike
\ntriatlone pala\u00e7osh, dukeshash parazite
\nmund t’i nd\u00ebrrosh programet, kanalet
\nmos ngurro, nuk mungojn\u00eb spektaklet
\nGremlin-i m\u00eb i madh, i gjelb\u00ebrt n\u00eb mes
\np\u00ebr disa p\u00ebrrall\u00ebza fiton Mercedes
\npastaj kukullat buz\u00ebkuqe, sylaroshe
\ntek vall\u00ebzojn\u00eb t\u00eb zhveshura n\u00eb qoshe
\natashuar me \u00e7mimin super t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb
\nn\u00eb \u201chot\u201d etiketat, karminin e shtrenjt\u00eb
\n130<\/span> p\u00ebr ta mbajtur but\u00eb me buz\u00ebt rrethore
\ndirekun e ndjesh\u00ebm si ndonj\u00eb akullore
\ni cili nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ai direku i drejt\u00eb, bajrak
\np\u00ebr lecka triumfi, flamuj t\u00eb m\u00ebndafsht\u00eb
\nn\u00ebp\u00ebr reklamat, akull, montazhi idilik
\n\u201crendez-vous\u201d, rang i lart\u00eb, suprematik
\nposht\u00eb mesazhi me shkronjat e arta
\nsi pije freskuese n\u00eb zorr\u00ebt e zbraz\u00ebta
\n\u201cd\u00ebfrehuni salloneve, o ju t\u00eb marrosur
\nse erdhi m\u00ebngjesi, nata \u00ebsht\u00eb sosur
\n140<\/span> kur dielli t’i ket\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar bulevardet
\nvegj\u00eblia pun\u00ebtore, neo-proletariatet
\ndo t’jen\u00eb duke v\u00ebshtruar nga skutat
\ngjat\u00eb urinimit nd\u00ebr tualetet e ngushta
\nartin ton\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr fa\u00e7adat e purpurta\u201d
\nprap\u00eb ke gishtat, leri marr\u00ebzit\u00eb dhe ik
\nshko t’marr\u00ebsh aj\u00ebr modern artistik
\nmund t\u00eb endesh kopshteve, bordeleve
\npastaj, hamameve, saunave, hoteleve
\ni gjen \u201cgejshat\u201d me syt\u00eb prej rruazash
\n150<\/span> t\u00eb gjalla, portretet kan\u00eb sy meduzash
\nmund t’u shkosh dor\u00ebn flok\u00ebve t\u00eb zeza
\ngjarpnush\u00ebzat presin, duken t\u00eb fjetura
\najo \u00e7far\u00eb dhemb, nuk vjen pas kafshimit
\nashti i dhimbjes mban misht\u00eb e l\u00ebngimit
\nnuk kthehesh dot n\u00eb gur, sikur statuj\u00eb
\nformulat jan\u00eb p\u00ebrzier, nuk pihet m\u00eb uj\u00eb
\nmerr frym\u00eb lehtas, aroma e jaseminit
\nt\u00eb pushton, t’i sjell vargjet e Eseninit
\nn\u00ebse nuk t\u00eb p\u00eblqen romantika e huaj
\n160<\/span> provo di\u00e7 tjet\u00ebr dhe fare mos druaj
\nmund t’i mbyll\u00ebsh syt\u00eb, p\u00ebr deportim
\nsuperteknologji, zhdukje, dizintegrim
\nfare shpejt\u00eb n’tjet\u00ebr vend do zgjohesh
\nn’ferr mund t\u00eb digjesh, t\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00eblohesh
\nprap\u00eb t\u00eb gajasesh, t\u00eb luash dhe shah
\nme kryedjallin mund t\u00eb shkosh p\u00ebr gjah
\nbuz\u00ebmbr\u00ebmjeve, horizontesh t\u00eb hirta
\ntek minjt\u00eb ngarendin kanaleve t\u00eb pista
\ncenturion\u00ebve t’ua vjedh\u00ebsh helmetat
\n170<\/span> gazetar\u00ebve merru germat e gazetat
\ndhe gjahun mund ta sh\u00ebtis\u00ebsh qytetit
\ntrofe p\u00ebr nder, n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb vet\u00eb mbretit
\nn\u00eb mercedesin katran, t\u00eb diplomat\u00ebve
\nme surle e daulle, zile t\u00eb psikopat\u00ebve
\ndo vjel\u00ebsh nga buz\u00ebt e marionetave
\nmes p\u00ebrmes qilimave t\u00eb kuq, buqetave
\nbuz\u00ebqeshjet e fresk\u00ebta, t\u00eb tr\u00ebndafilta
\nshk\u00eblqimet e llambadar\u00ebve t\u00eb jeshilta
\naskush nuk t\u00eb ndal t’ia m\u00ebsysh detit
\n180<\/span> me not… apo n\u00eb kuvert\u00ebn e tragetit
\nfishk\u00eblleju delfin\u00ebve, edhe simbad\u00ebve
\np\u00ebrtej t\u00eb premton mielli i refugjat\u00ebve
\nmos u huto nga syt\u00eb, beb\u00ebzat e fik\u00ebta
\nas nga qaf\u00ebbardhat, lozonjaret, nimfa
\nrrezik t\u00eb fundosesh por nj\u00ebjt\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb
\namfibet, kapiten\u00ebt t\u00eb udh\u00ebzojn\u00eb drejt
\nputhjet e humbura do t’i kesh medalje
\ntallesh me Poseidonin pa k\u00ebrkuar falje
\nti humb nj\u00eb fije por sulesh rrufesh\u00ebm
\n190<\/span> \u00e7do fund lidhet me nj\u00eb fund t\u00eb vet\u00ebm
\naty tek portat i sheh guaskat vezulluese
\nmargaritar\u00ebt, buz\u00ebqeshjet premtuese
\nmerru er\u00eb, nuhati \u00ebndrrat psikodelike
\nngrihesh me gejzer\u00ebt, frymimet magjike
\nnga fllusk\u00ebzat, dihatje e n\u00ebndheshme
\nnuk \u00ebsht\u00eb rrezik as p\u00ebr l\u00ebkur\u00ebdjegie
\nndoshta vet\u00ebm iluzion, mashtrim optik
\ngurgullima pa sens peshqish epileptik\u00eb*
\nshtrir\u00eb n\u00eb shpin\u00eb dremitsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb fjetur
\n200<\/span> n\u00eb ferr \u00e7do gj\u00eb duket prush, m\u00ebrdhezur
\nmbase nga nxeht\u00ebsia, vlimi… nga vera
\np\u00ebrndezur nga mjedisi, nga atmosfera
\nmes shtytjes e p\u00ebrplasjes, antiklimaks
\nankthet ta mjegullojn\u00eb secilin shkas
\nkrijimet kthehen n\u00eb nj\u00eb furr\u00eb r\u00ebnkimesh
\nn\u00eb akull ose n\u00eb zjarr, ethe d\u00ebshtimesh
\nmes fjal\u00ebs e heshtjes, gjuha ngat\u00ebrruar
\ne g\u00ebrryen qiellz\u00ebn, e trashur, r\u00ebnduar
\n210<\/span> t’i kullufit rrokjet, metaforat t’i ngrys
\nt’i k\u00ebput\u00eb vargjet, rim\u00ebn kthen p\u00ebrmbys
\ndementi e pafalshme, pik\u00eb a njoll\u00ebzez\u00eb…
\nmes gjuh\u00ebs a buz\u00ebs, me shije a pa t\u00eb
\n\u00ebmb\u00ebl apo hidhur, secila k\u00ebng\u00eb t\u00eb vdes.<\/p>\n

***
\n(v\u00ebzhgime nga djepi i shpres\u00ebs s\u00eb gjetur)<\/em>
\nN\u00eb tok\u00eb… luftoji paralitik\u00ebt, antitrupthat e rrem\u00eb
\nle t’ushqehen qelizat, aleat\u00ebt e tu t\u00eb mir\u00ebsis\u00eb
\n220<\/span> aleat\u00ebt kund\u00ebr krimbave t\u00eb ashtit…
\nk\u00ebrko t’i l\u00ebpish faqet e djepit t\u00eb votr\u00ebs
\nmes streh\u00ebs e \u00e7atis\u00eb, mes pragut e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb
\nn\u00eb shk\u00eblqimin e lot\u00ebve t\u00eb paduksh\u00ebm
\nlindin shpresat, t\u00eb fresk\u00ebta<\/p>\n

N\u00eb qiell… provo ta kap\u00ebsh, ta ruash n\u00eb buz\u00eb
\ncic\u00ebrim\u00ebn e dall\u00ebndysheve t\u00eb bardha
\ntek fluturojn\u00eb kah \u00ebndrrat rinore, ngjitu
\ndhe m\u00eb lart… shtegto mes pluhnaj\u00ebs e galaksis\u00eb,
\nvrim\u00ebzez\u00ebs e yll\u00ebsis\u00eb
\n230<\/span> n\u00eb bebzat e unikorn-it t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjumsh\u00ebm
\npjalmojn\u00eb \u00ebndrrat, t\u00eb kthjell\u00ebta.<\/p>\n

* shprehje t\u00eb huazuara<\/span><\/p>\n

(Publikuar n\u00eb revist\u00ebn “Haemus”, Bukuresht – 2004 – sipas autorit, ishte “pasqyr\u00eb poetike” relativisht e sakt\u00eb e Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, pakashum\u00eb rreth viteve 1997-2003 – grafika ngjitur: George Condo – “Pa Titull”, 1987)<\/em><\/p>\n

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