{"id":1610,"date":"2019-09-26T17:01:12","date_gmt":"2019-09-26T17:01:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.letrat.eu\/?p=1610"},"modified":"2024-04-23T02:43:09","modified_gmt":"2024-04-23T01:43:09","slug":"kafka-si-letraxhi-dhe-si-filopornist-i-madh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/letrat.eu\/?p=1610","title":{"rendered":"Franz Kafka si Letraxhi, dhe si Filopornist* i madh!"},"content":{"rendered":"

S. Guraziu – Ars Poetica, M 2016 (Humoresk\u00eb – Let\u00ebr fiktive (kafkaeske)<\/em><\/p>\n

“N\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre, ti je material poetik; je e ngjeshur me delikat\u00ebsi t\u00eb maskuara t\u00eb cilat… kam d\u00ebshir\u00eb ta shpenzoj gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn duke i zbuluar. Fjal\u00ebt shp\u00ebrthejn\u00eb n\u00eb prezenc\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, dhe pluhurin e tyre ti e bart n\u00eb poret e individualitetit t\u00eb leht\u00eb, t\u00eb papesh\u00eb<\/em>” – Franz Kafka (nga let\u00ebrk\u00ebmbimi me Milena Jesenska)<\/p>\n

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\nFotot: 1 – Felice Bauer 2 – Milena Jesenska (“muzat” e Franz Kafka (1883-1924)<\/p>\n

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\nE dashur [ vendi i emrit ], e shtrenjta Muza ime, ende s’t\u00eb kam takuar por i bindur jam se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t’ndodh\u00eb. Vonesa \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje tjet\u00ebr, por besoj e pashmangshme, e shkruar \u00ebsht\u00eb, do jesh Muza m\u00eb madhe e jet\u00ebs sime. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb e imagjinoj ngjyr\u00ebn e syve t\u00eb tu, her\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebhet do t’jen\u00eb t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebr, her\u00eb tjet\u00ebr i imagjinoj t\u00eb kalt\u00ebr, por thjesht nj\u00eb detaj ky… pasi ndoshta mund t’jesh dhe syzez\u00eb. Pra q\u00eb tani imagjinata ka filluar, dhe secil\u00ebn her\u00eb m\u00eb e qart\u00eb, m\u00eb “reale”, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 Kafka e imagjinonte Feli\u00e7en e vet.<\/p>\n

Pastaj kur e pati takuar, mos pyet, s’do ishte m\u00eb kurr\u00eb nj\u00ebsoj. Kafka ishte nj\u00eb “letraxhi” i madh, i paarritsh\u00ebm, v\u00ebllimi “Letrat Feli\u00e7es” i p\u00ebrfshin m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 500 letra, t\u00eb cilat Feli\u00e7ja i pati ruajtur me kujdes. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, jo dhe Kafka letrat e saj. Ose ndoshta dhe t’i ket\u00eb ruajtur, por deri sot nuk jan\u00eb gjetur.<\/p>\n

Gjithsesi dua t\u00eb t\u00eb siguroj: s’jam si ai! S’kam asgj\u00eb nga ato veset q\u00eb Kafka i kishte, s’kam as gjenialitetin, e qart\u00eb kjo, as pen\u00ebn e tij. Megjithat\u00eb, edhe sikur t’ishte e mundur ta “imitoja”… s’do ta b\u00ebja, kurr\u00eb s’do shkruaja si ai. M\u00eb me d\u00ebshir\u00eb do t’ngelesha ky q\u00eb jam, origjinal. Sepse, sipas meje, ai ishte fals. Kafka e p\u00ebrdorte imagjinat\u00ebn thuase na rritej diku n\u00eb fush\u00eb, di\u00e7 si lulet… di\u00e7 ngjash\u00ebm si fushat e paskajshme me tulipan\u00eb t\u00eb Lulandis\u00eb. Ai thjesht ishte nj\u00eb “fabrikues” i materialit imagjinar-poetik.<\/p>\n

Ta them se ka shum\u00eb dallim, dhe ky dallim pra \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00eb “dallimi” mes nesh. Imagjinata kafkaeske ishte sintetike, e stisur. I bie nj\u00ebsoj sikur t’provosh ta falsifikosh m\u00ebndafshin e natyrsh\u00ebm kinez me m\u00ebndafshin sintetik. \u00c7’\u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta, kinez\u00ebt mbase mund t\u00eb “imitojn\u00eb” gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote, madje dhe p\u00eblhurat m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjta t\u00eb Versace. Mir\u00ebpo thelbi \u00ebsht\u00eb – kinez\u00ebt s’mund ta falsifikojn\u00eb vet\u00eb natyr\u00ebn, vet\u00eb m\u00ebndafshin natyral kinez.<\/p>\n

Kafka madje dhe grat\u00eb e huaja i quante “muza”. Kjo v\u00ebrtet bie n’kund\u00ebrshti me falsitetin, bie ndesh me karakterin e tij…, dua t\u00eb them, bie n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshti me Kafkan\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Fjal\u00ebt e tij p\u00ebr bukuroshen Milena s’ishin tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se “fabrikazh”, kontrast i kulluar me karakterin. Ka dhe prova t\u00eb “kontradikt\u00ebs”, mos u brengos, s’jam duke d\u00ebrd\u00ebllitur kot.<\/p>\n

Disa vite m\u00eb par\u00eb, nj\u00eb autor (emri i t\u00eb cilit p\u00ebr momentin m’ka ikur nga mendja) shkruante:
\n“e leht\u00eb t\u00eb mendosh p\u00ebr nj\u00eb Kafka si shkrimtar “celibatik” a beqaresk, madje dhe aseksual, pasi mungesa e erotizmit \u00ebsht\u00eb evidente n\u00eb aq shum\u00eb shkrime t\u00eb tij”. Autori vazhdonte tutje me faktin q\u00eb nj\u00eb autor tjet\u00ebr para tij e kishte shpalosur t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn se “Kafka ishte nj\u00eb vizitor i apasionuar i bordeleve e Prag\u00ebs”. Shkurt, t\u00eb dy autor\u00ebt na e thon\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn se Kafka ishte nj\u00eb filopornist i madh!<\/p>\n

Gjithashtu… t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e din\u00eb, Kafka vet\u00eb kurr\u00eb s’e pati mohuar shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e prostitutave. Aq shpesh i vizitonte, aq shpesh e vizitonin. E kishte “pushk\u00eb” me prostitutat e Prag\u00ebs e t\u00eb Vjen\u00ebs. Madje s’e pati mohuar as koleksionin pornografik, ishte “mbledh\u00ebs” i bukurosheve dhe posht\u00eb shtratit, edhe Kafka ishte nj\u00eb “playboy”. Ca sosh i ngjiste mbase n\u00eb muret e dhom\u00ebs, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 ia b\u00ebjn\u00eb dhe poet\u00ebt e rinj sot, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 ia b\u00ebnte ndoshta dhe Jesenini dikur, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 ia b\u00ebjn\u00eb dhe student\u00ebt e internatit.<\/p>\n

Kafka thjesht ishte nj\u00eb “minator” fjal\u00ebsh, minator i imagjinat\u00ebs, nj\u00eb g\u00ebrmues fort i zoti, s’ndalej s\u00eb g\u00ebrmuari thell\u00eb n\u00eb zgafellat imagjinare t\u00eb vetmis\u00eb s\u00eb vet. Dhe pra duke qen\u00eb nj\u00eb pornofil i pandreqsh\u00ebm, duke qen\u00eb nj\u00eb filopornist i njohur, sikur i p\u00eblqente t\u00eb p\u00ebrhumbej jasht\u00eb mase me fjal\u00ebt e imagjinat\u00ebs “poetike”. Ashtu si\u00e7 dhe Jesenini ia b\u00ebnte n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e tij. T\u00eb gjitha bordelet e Mosk\u00ebs e dinin, s’kishte ndonj\u00eb fsheht\u00ebsi se prej nga i vinin frym\u00ebzimet.<\/p>\n

E dashur [ vendi i emrit ], e panjohura, m\u00eb e \u00ebmbla e imagjinat\u00ebs, Muza ime futuriste… po e mbyll me shpres\u00ebn se me “materialin poetik” t\u00eb letrave t\u00eb mia do t’ngjallet buz\u00ebqeshja jote. S’njihemi, ende s’jemi takuar, buz\u00ebqeshjet tua mund t’jen\u00eb dhe t\u00eb shtrenjta, por kujtohu q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrat n\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn gjithmon\u00eb falas ishin. Ta mbaj mendjen gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn tek ty, koh\u00ebve t\u00eb fundit s’\u00ebsht\u00eb ndonj\u00eb di\u00e7 “e \u00e7uditshme”. N\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre, \u00e7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb je duke u b\u00ebr\u00eb “l\u00ebnd\u00eb djeg\u00ebse” e fantazis\u00eb sime : )<\/p>\n

*filopornist<\/strong> – ai q\u00eb ndjehet mir\u00eb me vizitat tek prostitutat, p\u00eblqim, konformiz\u00ebm me prostitucionin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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