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KRAH\u00cbT E D\u00cbSHIR\u00cbS\nAmy King [ 1971, ShBA ]<\/p>\n
KRAH\u00cbT E D\u00cbSHIR\u00cbS
\nAmy King [ 1971, ShBA ]<\/p>\n
Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb ting\u00ebllon si jasht\u00ebsi,
\npatat e sh\u00ebndosha dhe pulat afrikane
\nkapur dor\u00eb p\u00ebr dore.
\nJam 31 vje\u00e7, mjaft e re p\u00ebr mosh\u00ebn time.
\nKaq mjafton p\u00ebr t’kuptuar se jam
\nnj\u00eb laps q\u00eb kam m\u00ebsuar si vizatohet
\nInterneti. I shpjegoj shigjetat
\nq\u00eb diagramojn\u00eb sakt\u00ebsisht si ndihem,
\ndhe ju josheni t\u00eb lexoni n\u00eb m\u00ebnyrat
\nq\u00eb s’ia dilni akoma. Zvarritja e krijimit
\nshket ngadal\u00eb, nj\u00ebsoj si\u00e7 ajo \u00e7’\u00ebsht\u00eb
\nbrend\u00ebsi kthehet n\u00eb asgj\u00eb, e q\u00eb mbase
\n\u00ebsht\u00eb lart\u00ebsim ritmik i thelb\u00ebsores.
\nVdekjet e asgj\u00ebshme t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, orgazmat
\n“petite” (t\u00eb vock\u00ebl), si\u00e7 pothuaj
\ne pat\u00ebn th\u00ebn\u00eb francez\u00ebt por s’ndodhi
\nkurr\u00eb. Flet\u00eb-puplat elisore e tejkalojn\u00eb
\nkuptimin klimatik, nd\u00ebrsa ne me dylbit\u00eb,
\nkureshtar\u00eb se si krijesat me flatra
\nia dalin ta mbajn\u00eb gjakun besnik ndaj
\nngroht\u00ebsis\u00eb, pa nj\u00eb sistem t\u00eb duhur
\nizolimi mb\u00ebshtjell me qarkullimin.
\nKjo do t’thot\u00eb “sans” (pa) yndyr\u00eb, kocka
\nt\u00eb thjeshta prej druri me qimet ngjitur.
\nKryesisht, anise ato pulsojn\u00eb n\u00eb horizontin
\ne shikimit t\u00eb pas-ndri\u00e7uar, ku ne
\ni takojm\u00eb vet\u00ebm metrot me shtr\u00ebngime
\nduarsh, ylberin e filterizuar t\u00eb elektronik\u00ebs
\ns\u00eb shkarkuar, shtyllat telefonike si pika
\narkaike t\u00eb kontrollit p\u00ebr kulturat
\ne s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs.
\nAto s’kan\u00eb ekrane p\u00ebr t’k\u00ebrkuar
\nthelb-kuptimet e veta brenda.
\nNe rrymojm\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kultur\u00eb n\u00eb tjetr\u00ebn
\ndhe luftojm\u00eb rreck\u00eb-qepurinat e racizmit,
\nklasicizmit, t\u00eb terrorist\u00ebve anti-islamik\u00eb
\nmes nesh, me mbulesat e pa-leht\u00ebsis\u00eb
\ns\u00eb plot\u00eb trupat tan\u00eb pozicionohen
\nn\u00eb q\u00ebndrime pothuaj t\u00eb jorezistenc\u00ebs.
\nPra, k\u00ebshtusoj krijojm\u00eb di\u00e7 tjet\u00ebr.
\nNgjash\u00ebm si n\u00eb \u00e7astet e patkoizuar
\nt\u00eb urrejtjes s\u00eb rreme e pozicionojm\u00eb
\nnj\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje t\u00eb mortit uturit\u00ebs,
\nvendosur si urdh\u00ebr i ekzistenc\u00ebs
\ndhe shpallim: K\u00ebtu jam dhe ky \u00ebsht\u00eb
\nmanifesti im shprehur duke mos qen\u00eb ti,
\nduke mos shkuar kah i nj\u00ebjti destinacion
\ni paq\u00ebndruesh\u00ebm, duke mos shtruar
\npyetje apo duke rib\u00ebr\u00eb pikturat
\nardhur n\u00eb jet\u00eb para meje, duke mos
\nk\u00ebnduar me notat e banjove tua flluskuese
\nteksa e p\u00ebrqafon at\u00eb personin me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn
\nrreth shmangies s\u00eb plumbave, madje dhe
\nkur drita sapo t’ik\u00ebn nga syt\u00eb e tu, vet\u00ebm
\npak koh\u00eb tjet\u00ebr dhe shtigjet tona i rreken
\np\u00ebrkorjes.
\nPra, pulat dhe patat na b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb mendojm\u00eb
\nsa i p\u00ebrket ndihm\u00ebs jasht\u00ebsore, se si i rrahin
\nkrah\u00ebt dhe l\u00ebvizin me leht\u00ebsin\u00eb yndyrore
\npara trenave, p\u00ebrtej bllok-thertores, deri tek
\ndimrat e uritur t\u00eb p\u00ebrbindshave fundimtar\u00eb,
\nmadje dhe teksa ulen ashtu n\u00eb telnajat
\nsipri kokave, ne vazhdojm\u00eb me ankesat,
\nvras\u00ebs, t\u00eb distancuar, t\u00eb pagoj\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– – – KRAH\u00cbT E D\u00cbSHIR\u00cbS Amy King [ 1971, ShBA ] Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb ting\u00ebllon si jasht\u00ebsi, patat e sh\u00ebndosha dhe pulat afrikane kapur dor\u00eb p\u00ebr dore. Jam 31 vje\u00e7, mjaft e re p\u00ebr mosh\u00ebn time. Kaq mjafton p\u00ebr t’kuptuar se… Lexo
\n\u00a9 Amy King – Burimi: Poetry magazine (Janar 2014), Poetry Foundation, ShBA<\/em><\/span>
\n\u00a9 p\u00ebr p\u00ebrkthimin: S. Guraziu – Ars Poetica, 2020<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"