ARS POETICA
\nM\u00f3nica Gomery [ ShBA ]<\/p>\n
\u00c7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb t’ishte
\nmendoja se do t’ngelej \u00e7\u00ebshtje<\/p>\n
fundimtare e t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave, isha gabim
\np\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Fundi i t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave<\/p>\n
t\u00eb mia ka t’b\u00ebj\u00eb me vdekjen
\ndhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn sesi vdekja<\/p>\n
vet\u00ebmb\u00ebshtillet haresh\u00ebm
\nrreth jet\u00ebs son\u00eb. Njer\u00ebzit po largohen<\/p>\n
prej nesh, njer\u00ebzit po zhvishen
\nnga l\u00ebkur\u00ebt dhe po rr\u00ebzohen n\u00eb ikje.<\/p>\n
Dheu i th\u00ebrret emrat tan\u00eb
\nme z\u00ebrin e \u00ebmb\u00ebl tok\u00ebsor, k\u00ebnga<\/p>\n
e emrave tan\u00eb ngrihet nga toka
\nsi arom\u00eb e buk\u00ebval\u00ebs nga korja e saj.<\/p>\n
Njer\u00ebzit po t\u00ebhuajsohen prej nesh
\ndhe un\u00eb do arrija ta dashuroj<\/p>\n
err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e nat\u00ebs ashtu si\u00e7 t’kam
\ndashur ty, si nj\u00eb dashnor<\/p>\n
syt\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit m\u00eb gdhendin n\u00eb form\u00ebn
\n“un\u00eb”, kur m’shikojn\u00eb. \u00c7do gj\u00eb e t\u00ebhuajsuar<\/p>\n
po digjet, por s’\u00ebsht\u00eb e madh\u00ebrishme,
\n\u00ebsht\u00eb dhurat\u00eb tehurine e mpreht\u00eb,<\/p>\n
fundi i t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave t\u00eb mia
\n\u00ebsht\u00eb mbijetes\u00eb kirurgjike<\/p>\n
e vdekjes duke e prer\u00eb
\nat\u00eb q\u00eb s’m\u00eb duhej m\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Dikush m’pati th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb flas
\nnga mbresat, jo nga plag\u00ebt e mia<\/p>\n
q\u00eb ndjehen t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta kur trupi
\nanon largimin nga njer\u00ebzit<\/p>\n
t\u00eb dashurit e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve
\npo vdesin sepse un\u00eb<\/p>\n
s’ngopem frym\u00eb kur vdekja
\ne prek vdekjen n\u00eb nat\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Apo \u00ebsht\u00eb plag\u00eb tep\u00ebr e njom\u00eb
\np\u00ebr t’folur me goj\u00ebn e saj?<\/p>\n
M\u00eb vjen keq
\nq\u00eb t\u00eb dashurit e tu po largohen<\/p>\n
por realisht v\u00ebrtet
\ns’m\u00eb vjen keq.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb fund t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave t\u00eb mia m\u00ebsova
\nse nj\u00eb nat\u00eb e vetme mund t’jet\u00eb<\/p>\n
e gjat\u00eb sa nj\u00eb grusht vitesh
\nse nj\u00eb plag\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb histori<\/p>\n
se historit\u00eb kan\u00eb emra
\ndhe se kur ta katalogoj<\/p>\n
kjo nat\u00eb
\ndo t’mbaj\u00eb emrin t\u00ebnd<\/p>\n
s\u00eb bashku me nj\u00eb indeks t\u00eb quajtur
\nLlojet e Elegjis\u00eb, i cili p\u00ebrfshin:<\/p>\n
Ekstaz\u00ebn, Zem\u00ebrimin, Mallin,
\nMosbesimin. Dikush m’pati th\u00ebn\u00eb<\/p>\n
t\u00eb flas nga mbresat
\njo nga plag\u00ebt t\u00eb cilat mund t’shpjegojn\u00eb<\/p>\n
pse s’jam e gatshme p\u00ebr biseda me
\nt\u00eb porsaardhurit n\u00eb jet\u00eb-p\u00ebrtejmen,<\/p>\n
sepse kur p\u00ebrplasem me ta n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb
\nerr\u00ebsir\u00eb \u200b\u200bt\u00eb gjat\u00eb k\u00ebrcit\u00ebse plaga<\/p>\n
e ngre grushtin e madh mbi gjuh\u00ebn
\ntime dhe vet\u00ebm syt\u00eb e thon\u00eb<\/p>\n
t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn. Kur ta katalogoj historin\u00eb
\nkjo nat\u00eb do t’quhet Fundi<\/p>\n
i F\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb Sime, do t’quhet
\nBukuria dhe Terrori Yn\u00eb,<\/p>\n
do t’quhet
\nCili \u00cbsht\u00eb Misioni Yn\u00eb K\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n
Anise s’jam e sigurt n\u00ebse dakordohem
\np\u00ebr mbresat dhe plag\u00ebt<\/p>\n
sepse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave
\n\u00ebsht\u00eb dora ime tek shtriqet<\/p>\n
n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e plag\u00ebs
\np\u00ebr ta nxjerr\u00eb \u00e7do fjal\u00eb<\/p>\n
t\u00eb sheshohet n\u00eb faqen e zbraz\u00ebt
\nku ftohet dhe ngurt\u00ebsohet<\/p>\n
dhe a nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ndoshta kjo m\u00ebnyra
\nsi form\u00ebsohet mbresa? Dhe k\u00ebnga<\/p>\n
e \u00ebmb\u00ebl e tok\u00ebs q\u00eb me dor\u00eb
\nna th\u00ebrret t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve<\/p>\n
t\u00eb kthehemi.<\/p>\n
\u00a9 M. Gomery – Burimi: Here is the Night… (Cooper Dillion Books, 2018), via Poetry Foundation, ShBA<\/span> ARS POETICA M\u00f3nica Gomery [ ShBA ] \u00c7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb t’ishte mendoja se do t’ngelej \u00e7\u00ebshtje fundimtare e t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave, isha gabim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Fundi i t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave t\u00eb mia ka t’b\u00ebj\u00eb me vdekjen dhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn sesi vdekja vet\u00ebmb\u00ebshtillet haresh\u00ebm rreth… Lexo
\n\u00a9 p\u00ebr p\u00ebrkthimin S. Guraziu – Ars Poetica, 2020<\/span><\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/letrat.eu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/ars_poetica_monica_gomery_web1.jpg\")
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